One last “fuck you” before he left
He failed his own fucking test
The shit that’s spinning in his head
Slowly corrupting, filling him with dread
He thought that he could overcome
To fight a battle won by some
Trying not to let the voice control
But the voice has an eternal hold
Like an itch in the brain too deep to scratch
Just sinking deeper, it happened too fast
Life is slipping out of his hands
As he gives in to his sins
I actually know what you mean by this one, sometimes giving in seems easier then fighting.