Dwelling on the moments
While I was frozen in fear
Anticipating what I dreaded
As I was broken in tears
Captivated by the madness
So I could open it here
Another day I'll regret
Because I'm hoping it's near
Now I'm holding on
And holding up what I believed
To the sky
So high
I realized what I couldn't see
And still the answers I seek
Are beyond my reach
Never quit
Never die
So I strive for good deeds
Bound and broken
In my own blood I cry
Let the heavens open wide
For my soul to fly
But I'm tainted and dark
Lost my heart to the night
And yet I fight for the right
To just live my life
Ashes to ashes
Watch the dust hit the floor
Down to my knees
As I pray to my Lord
Down to the ground
Where they found my sword
Bound and drowned
Like I've been here before
An unnecessary end
And yet a new day begins
And I'm still trapped and caged
In this world of sin
A world of men
As the darkness within
Consumes again
As the fires burn like spires
To the beat of the wind