I'm feeling so dead inside
Feeling like I'm not alive
Lost in darkness I confide
These words are my suicide ride
I've got a one way ticket for the ride of my life
No needles or knives just the strife I've kept inside
Between the lies I've beguiled behind empty smiles
And the miles compiled behind the piles of bullshit aisles
The time's come to find what i have locked deep inside
A suicide ride from ths fucked up life long since died
Fearing the walls so small controlled by endless lies
And this rage I've caged to call this fate and subside
My reflections of perfections envision fears I hold dear
So near to an exception you can hear hesitation in the air
The sound so clear I'm bound to drowned in nightmares tonight
Wound into this fear so why do you bother to inite the light
I'm feeling like I'm dead inside and this dread is fright
Died so many years before in a score that might take my life
Lost in an abyss of mist and the bullshit just continues to hit
So I confide the vibes deep inside and my suicide ride
We've got a one way ticket for the ride of our lives
No needles or knives just the strife we've kept inside
Between the lies we've beguiled behind empty smiles
And the miles compiled behind the piles of bullshit aisles