As I sit alone, and I wonder why
I lack complacence with this life
So bored of it, in this sleepy town
Those memories just drag me down
I'm so over this, and my bleeding heart
As the dreams just tear my world apart
But then I saw, your sweet smile again
Raising the sunshine I had locked within
I'm sorry, you couldn't stay
You know my world is always yours to take
And I'm sorry, that I hurt you so
But I could never let your tears run cold
And the last thing, that I meant to do
Was lose your heart but I did that too
Can't get over you, just like my dreams
That I shattered into moonlit beams
In this lonely night, I think of you
And this angel I kept of the love we knew
So tonight I sing, in these words of mine
Letting you hear the sorrow in my sigh
I'm sorry, and I miss you so
As my desires on fire burn out of control
And I'm sorry, I m m, ake you smile
My pain is the same but even after a long while
Just one last kiss, right before you left
Wrapped in my arms and clinched to my chest
It hurt so bad, to watch you go
I couldn't bear the pain as you well know
I'm not perfect, very far from it
Somehow I can't believe that this all fits
I love you girl, and I always will
And I know in my heart that you do still
So I'm sorry, for the love we made
Two bodies and hearts in a very special place
And I'm sorry, that it couldn't be
But deep down inside I feel some hope in me
I have to hope, to keep me smiling
To keep going on with this life I'm living
I have to dance, in complete silence
Because only to us does it ever make sense
I have to miss you, and your sweet lips
And all the movies that we completely missed
And those dark nights, with you in my embrace
My beautiful darlin' bringing ruts to this face
I'm so sorry, that I couldn't follow
Despite the circumstances that I couldn't know
I'm sorry baby, this heart still aches
For your love and the memories conveniently stay
Through my many walls, you saw inside of me
Beyond the point I ever allowed anyone to see
And in your eyes, I saw my future unfold
As the stars formed figures of the story we told
So I toast to us, and sink one more down
As I realize your memories will never drowned
So I'm really sorry, I can't be right there
Appreciating you in manners you rightly deserve
I'm sorry luv, I can charm you so
But you stole my heart and captured my soul
But I'm not sorry, I'm in love with you
I'll never be sorry for still being in love with you