This is my goodbye

I told you not to say the words,
I wasn’t ready for those.
But you led my heart away
With the words you chose.
Now here I lay,
Not angry but hurt.
Not wounded that we ended again
But I ask why I wasn’t more alert?
I poured out my heart
Way too many times.
I listened to your lies,
Even saw the signs.
How can you lie like that?
Whats so tough about the truth?
All I needed was honesty
I didn’t need the proof.
I hope you’re happy with her,
Oh wait I take that back.
I hope she crushes your heart in two.
I hope she gets to know the you,
That I got know.
You can apologize as much as you want,
Its not going to make a difference.
I hope you feel pain,
And your thoughts get ate up by your conscience.
Once a cheater, always a cheater.
I should have known from the start.
I guess I thought I needed you,
Jeez, I wasn’t very smart.
I bet you didn’t know this side of me,
The side that’s this mean.
But hey its all your fault
I guess I’m a little bit of a drama queen.
I don’t consider that bad,
Not when your not man enough,
To tell me you wanted us to end.
Or the rest of the stuff.
I don’t want to hear another sorry,
What is it going to change?
It won’t make you have any dignity,
You’ll still be deranged.
This is my “it’s over.”
This is my goodbye.
I know that I deserve better,
then all these lies.

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