All my emotions are rolled into one,
my mind seems to flash back to the past.
All the happy moments, sad ones, and
the love i couldn't make last.
the failure of my past love,
aches within me now.
I'm unsure why i am thinking of it,
but to stop my thoughts i don't know how.
I can picture your wonderful smile,
just the way it use to be.
Words and more words float in my mind,
of the time when you use to love me.
My body grew tired of aching,
when my heart could only hurt.
My eyes cried rivers of tears,
needing to give you the love my heart was making.
Now here it goes again,
just when i hadn't thought of you in months.
My eyes let tears escape of need,
my heart is now on the hunt.
Its hunting for a lover that can't be found.
And the saddest part of all is
i don't wnat to be in love with you.