cant be a cutter

I can't cry

I want to let it out

Trust me I really do

Hell I'll even shout



I cant be a cutter

People will see

They'll send me off to a hospital

And talk about me



I hate this

I want it to end

Why cant it stop

I need to start to mend



I hate being alone

No one understands

And I cant tell them

All they would do is slap my hands



They would say I shouldn't do that

And its bad

I know it is

But then I wouldn't stop, I would be so sad



So sad because they don't care

And I don't know why

I wish I could show them

But I would start to lie



I'm afraid to let them know

I cant show them how I feel

They wont understand

Why I just cant heal



Until I can heal I'll keep trying

I'll keep my head held high

I'll keep asking why

And wishing to secretly wishing to die

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