I can't cry
I want to let it out
Trust me I really do
Hell I'll even shout
I cant be a cutter
People will see
They'll send me off to a hospital
And talk about me
I hate this
I want it to end
Why cant it stop
I need to start to mend
I hate being alone
No one understands
And I cant tell them
All they would do is slap my hands
They would say I shouldn't do that
And its bad
I know it is
But then I wouldn't stop, I would be so sad
So sad because they don't care
And I don't know why
I wish I could show them
But I would start to lie
I'm afraid to let them know
I cant show them how I feel
They wont understand
Why I just cant heal
Until I can heal I'll keep trying
I'll keep my head held high
I'll keep asking why
And wishing to secretly wishing to die