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God Please Help me
God please help me my life is falling apart.
Because evryone is tearing out my heart.
They're pulling me one way thewn the other.
I can't take the pain anymore.
God please open the door.
All i want to do is cry.
Because i have no life.
With everyone turning on me.
Because i can't choose sides.
The only person i could turn to you took away
Please God show me the way.
*Brandy*
Hi Brandy,
I've been reading your work again (it's gone 7.10 am here in the UK now and I haven't been to sleep yet, I'm too happy and excited to sleep). All your poems touch me deeply, they are such true feelings and I have felt them all myself in the past. This particular poem of yours reminds me of one I have on my page called 'MY Opinions: Part 1 - God?', which is me asking god - if there is a god - to take the unpleasant pain away from me. I don't know if you have read it, but it just reminds me of this one of yours.
I love this poem of yours, but then I love all your poems, you are a talented writer and you have a great way with words that really conveys how you are feeling.
I really hope life will improve for you, as it has for me - my life has improved so drastically that I have gone from being thoroughly depressed and despising life to being ecstatically happy and loving life, I know this is partly due to my manic depression (episodes of depression interspersed with episodes of mania), but I have just calmed down from a manic episode and am now feeling intensely happy for 'normal' reasons (I do think my algolagnia has played a huge part in my happiness tho - the pleasure I take in physical pain is incomparable to any other form of pleasure I have ever experienced before).
Sorry if I've ranted on, but I AM only just recovering from a manic episode!
I love your work, you're great - please don't ever give up.
Take care,
TAAvSM x