.
I asked the rising sun, with its many
aspects and essences, to shine light
upon everyone alive who is seeking their
way across dark landscapes. Sun, please
give a lumen or better to end darkness
for animals who refuse to think in shade.
.
I wished for sand castles and mansions
to house the need of everyone ever born.
But, I am a dreamer. Cold, infested hovels
are all that is here and available. The masses
refuse to dream and do the dream.
.
I have been introduced to despair and hurt
and apathy. In fact, I have them tatooed
to my skin. I exist post trials that probably
would have killed the ability to think
in most people. The scars faded
but I know they are there.
.
It is with caution that I hope now.
I have decided to leave optimism
in my back pocket, retrieved only
when potential shows up. There
are entirely too many needing humans
to spend ink or breath on.
.
I once heard a prophecy that waiting
for the world to end was a waste of time.
Sages know it is better to eat apples
by the peck and cherries by the tree full
then wait for cooked food.
.
These are simply rambling notions
that may or may not become actions.
Greed is a human characteristic no one
can asuage. Change is a sub-definition
of impossibility. Like a real thing, I feel
death come close whispering interestingly
odd theories.
.
Greed rubs off in time, was the hope.
I admit to being wrong about that.
If I had money, I'd give it away and keep
enough to buy a yacht so I could be
alone.
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Lady A
12-04-13
11:03p
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Occasionally
I explore the darker shore. It keeps me optimistic. - slc