I took a cold shower today.
Letting the ice cold water
cascade down my naked body.
I wanted the outside of me to
feel numb and cold like my insides.
I lost you yesterday and
my heart broke in two.
My world shattered as you
told me some terrible news.
It was with those fateful words
that my world came tumbling down.
I knew right then and there
I would never see you.
You wouldn't be coming
to save me.
I knew it was too good
to be true.
I should have never gotten
excited about seeing you,
being with you.
It never works out the way
I want it to.
And now I have lost you
forever.