Laying in bed just staring at the ceiling
waiting on something that will never come
thinking of things that will never happen
knowing hope is the stupid choice
i dont know why I do this to myself
i don't know the point of this waiting
i don't know the point of this hope
my mind tells me to think of her
my heart tells me to just give up
I know the answer but won't accept it
i know holding on to this hope is pointless
but it's the only thing that gets me thru
so I'll continue to lay here waiting
hoping that one day i can get the chance
I have a similar dilema which
I have a similar dilema which plays out in my heart.
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