Maybe tomorrow will be different
Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up wishing I never hadn't
Maybe tomorrow I'll actually be able to know what joy is
Maybe tomorrow I'll be able to know what love feels like
Maybe tomorrow I'll be able to think of something else besides death
Maybe tomorrow I'll be able to look at others and not be jealous
Maybe tomorrow I'll actually be able to tell the truth instead of lie
Maybe tomorrow I'll be able to look at myself in the mirror
Maybe tomorrow I won't look at the gun or pills and wish I was strong enough to use them
Maybe tomorrow I won't go to sleep praying I never wake again
Maybe tomorrow
Maybe
Maybe Tomorrow
My back won't ache
my fingers will bend
without pain.
.
Maybe tomorrow
when or if I wake up
the cold won't feel
so bone deep.
.
Tomorrow is a few
hours away. May I live
to see it. And feel
all it sings.
.
~A~
01-04-14
7:16p
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