loving you was the best thing i did
sitting with you caressing my skin
never knowing what would be said
never knowing i could not win
losing you was the worst thing...i know
i never thought i would still want and miss you
cause now it hurts me so
and i dont know what to do
i still love you and want you here
i know you shouldnt forgive me
and that is my fear
so i'll just let you be
i know its hard for me to trust you now
but i do not know if i can live these years
without you and wondering how
how i could stand to lose you and shead these tears