The next breath comes
So slowly, so quietly, so distant
From the one preceding it,
But still it comes,
And I release the one that I was holding myself.
The next breath comes
Releasing me from the terror that rose
With the last breath that actually wasn't.
Again the sunken chest rises and falls shallowly
Each time a little less than the time before
Until the time when it does lift with life again,
When the stillness comes finally
And the only breathing will be mine
Tortured with it's own ragged gasps
At the end I knew was coming.
I inhale and wait
And the next breath comes