Alcoholism

words flow off my tongue, but no response is given.

keep trying to talk but no one is hearing.

alone once again, while they drink to the bottom.

oh mother, oh father

may the lord bless your soul which is soon deemed for war.

I've stopped speaking because everything i say is ignored.

no more fighting no more trying, no more talking at all.

alone once again, not like i haven't been here before.

I'm tired of this struggle, no love for myself.

never had a relationship due to the struggles you've made me felt.

you think its okay to drink all your pain away.

theres no place for me here.

i can't do this anymore, my head is gonna explode.

I've got the trigger now, lets see how i blow.

on the ground now, red pouring all on the floor.

now you can suffer and deal with the pain

that you've made me go through almost everyday.

no more fighting no more life. 

you had your chance and so did i.

quiver in pain as i take flight

 

I'm comin home, but not to your arms tonight.

christhedane's picture

good poem

good poem