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me n' my thoughts
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2013 Nothing is right.. when i cry at night.. nothing makes sense.. when i sit in the rain.. my heart is hurting.. make me feel again.. there's a storm in my head.. i want to live again.. i want to breathe again.. i want to love again.. i want to open my eyes.. to the colors outside.. there's pain in my soul.. i'm broken, i know.. chained by society.. how i'm supposed to be.. be this.. be that.. pretend and lie.. fuck that.. fuck your smile.. fuck your lies.. don't mask my mind.. don't blind my eyes.. reality is death.. i need to survive... a walking ghost.. a robot reaction.. just walking along.. with nowhere to go.. i'm just going.. me and my thoughts..
Sometimes just to keep going
Sometimes just to keep going can be draining. The monotony becomes overwhelming without any effort towards feeding our hunger for some true sense of 'real-ness'. Those are times it can help to know that unless we place effort towards seeing something positive in all that surrounds us...we can become lost in a sea of negativity way too easily. In order for life to exist, the laws of chemistry tell us there is a positive and negative charge to all matter upon the earth. If you begin to look for something positive in everything you lay eyes on...this will become a habit, but you first may have to even want to have this desire to work for a better outlook. I love how you expressed this place where many have been...some visitors...some took up permanent residence. You are loved, even if it might not matter much to you at times. Your life has a good purpose, but only if you want it to, and are willing to do the 'footwork' to get you there. ~blessings~
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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."
"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "