Internal conflict.. turn it off, overcome.. i tapped into a memory that should've stayed forgotten.. i see the person i changed into.. i can feel her in my bones.. she's saying don't go back.. stay where you are.. don't go back.. you've worked so hard.. you've come so far.. disconnect from me.. disconnect from you.. go back to solitude.. i don't want to stay, so i say fuck you. i sit in rage, i won't let it over take me. they call this PTSD.. i call this the old me.. i won't go back.. i'm at peace.. a moment in time.. i almost went back.. time stood still.. i have overcome.. i'm in control.. no longer a slave.. my mind takes over..my emotions stand still.. you will not take me, i am free. you won't destroy me.. enough is enough.. i've found my peace, this is me.. panic attack free.. i can finally breathe, you don't control me.
On the contrary, it sounds to
On the contrary, it sounds to me as if time is finally moving along for you and moving along quite well. Hang in there. You have arrived back on the 'life train'. Take it a day at a time, and enjoy smelling lots of roses.
~peace~
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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."
"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "