I don't fear death, I fear exposure to the wrong person. Im anxious what comes next, the future of life lessons. I get excited when moments have me challenging death to a duel, I don't feel the rush when I have to return to a place they call normal.. I'm not scared of life, Im afraid of a life without u. I have no problem giving my all, It's getting over the barrier that is the heart of insecurity. The behavior of believing in fairy tales and super heroes adds a little romanticism in my life, the day dreams of how love should be skews my reality. The tingles in my soul is the reaction you leave me with, when fingers touch skin sending a chaos of chemicals every which way. fiery tears streak my face when u decided to walk away. Facing the world without facing myself, is just an easier day. You're the signal to my brain, take actions so your reaction is stay away. The sum of happy and bad endings, takes me to here I am today.