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So many good people I know are getting displaced and hitting bottom. I heard from 4 friends this week that are now homeless. Its killing me watching people I love suffer through tremendous pain. I wish I had more words to say to make peoples pain go away. I am in the same boat. couch surfing. Only carrying things with me that can float. I am numb to my own emotions regarding my wants and needs. Yet it kills me watching others doing their best to keep on pushing. and life just shitting on them left and right. I wish I had more things to offer to give to people. The world is so fucked. I want to believe things will get better. I am seeing no progress or any ways out at this point. I keep pacing in circles trying to figure out the meaning of life. I want more for myself. I want more for the people around me. Yet nobody can find jobs and nobody can find any sign of stable living. I wish there was another way. Where I could just build a secret society where people go who had enough fighting to survive at the bottom of our system and create some type of unity. nothing is guaranteed no more. I will lead my friends out of this storm somehow. I am done with the suffering. I have come to far to just watch everybody all around me fall apart. I have no desire to get fucked up anymore. Everyone is just masking their problems with any moment they can find. I cant sleep at night. I can feel the heart ache from the people I love. Nobody knows what to do anymore. When we were younger we were all guaranteed a future. Going to college will help us get degrees and we have the power to save the world. But now people are sleeping away their lives because the confusion and pain is too intense. People are coming home with college degrees. no jobs. But endless amounts of student loan debt. And the ones who have the drive to save the world are looked at like they are fucking crazy. maybe if I had a comfortable place to rest my head and not a floor witch causes my heart and back to be sore. I guess its true that the road to hell is paved with good intentions...