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Through the wardrobe.
Folder:
The Influence I am learning to speak with my eyes.
ive lost my voice. The ability to rejoice
at the pleasure of speaking.
Its all from the poison i have too often been drinking.
I leave a lot to be desired.
retired. My passion is dead.
finding clarity in dreams where I am dead.
Losing sight of my goals.
You don't know who you are until you are truly lost.
I am lost. between my thoughts and reality.
the two never add up.
Its never a meet and great.
its a fall to the floor wishing to find ways to sleep.
regret. sets in at the sunset.
take these cheap thrills to forget.
Mirror checks. train wrecks.
losing sanity. gaining sleep.
knowledge comes with a price.
a sacrifice.
what are my dreams?
seeing colors and prisms?
inhale fumes. exhale a new vibrant world.
I am in-tune. with what?
the most pleasurable things are never real.
get lost in your mind. staring at the wall in your bed.
as it sways to the music in your head.
so much to find. You would be content being left behind.
spiritual journeys without ever leaving your room.
kill the lights. ancestors reach you and speak to you in the night.
love is a goal. but I get wrapped up in my soul.
tied in knots. frayed as my body sways to beautiful textures.
I too often miss. I reminisce and wish to go back.
all I wish is to relax. fall in love with the world.
talking to trees. communicating with the wind.
some call it a drug. I call it finding myself within.
escaping the daily struggles. and adventuring into unknown places.
so many worlds exist on different planes of existence.
its beautiful. blissful.
find yourself in the dark. when all is lost.
all is found. these dreams come to life when reality is not around.
no time to sleep. no time to think.
I am what I perceive to believe.
we all have different self portraits. different minds.
a million worlds combined. a walking galaxy.
I used to search for someone to tell me i'm fine
in these days and nights I seen these colors morph into sprites
that communicate with my soul.
its where I want t be. to vanish. disappear forever.
in the galaxy of my mind.
unwind. rewind. relive. die. and forgive.
its a journey. its insanity. perplex thought. kills complex calamity.
I am lost in places I already found. I am loving things that are never around.
I sleep sound. these satisfactions keep my feet off the ground.
I am in the clouds.
and there is no other place Id rather be.
then completely lost inside me.
