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October Weather
This warm weather brings me to my knees.
These memorable nights are all just a tease.
every great person I meet and every great day that is new.
I still would rather spend it with you.
Getting faded with all my friends.
forgetting about how the night ends.
waking up with lipstick stains wondering where my cloths are.
But knowing they never gone to far.
Too many pictures were taken.
of memories I really loved making.
but in the end I cant help thinking.
where the hell were you?
You should of seen this through.
Im having fun trying to impress you.
Its the only way I really know how to get through.
If you fall for it thats up to you.
But know I am not fooling anyone.
I would trade all these nights just to sit in bed and watch movies with you.
reminisce over our old times. put the party life to the side.
But now you stole something that I once claimed mine.
you have peices of me. that wont come back with a garentee.
that what we had is lost and through.
But everything I do. I do to try and impress you.
well atleast I admit it. No good running from an unclean consceince.
But I still have these thoughts of you.
but I never know what to do.
You moved on and I left on the run
as I sit wasting trying to be someone.
something to succumb to. Becuase I know you have it better than I ever had.
belive me its true. I like what I can't have maybe one day this will too pass.
but as of now everything I see is blue. blue as the skies.
and your eyes. these days just keep me reminded of you.
But all these good times. all these long fun rowdy nights.
all these places that memory captured in my mind.
girl, I dont know if you can see this.
from all these fun times that you see me having every night.
But what it comes down to. I never felt as good as the time I had you.
and I learned my lesson. Somethings in life are to good to be true.
So this is the last message ill ever be sending you.
