Its confusing. Trying to map out your road map in life
I am stuck thinking I am at a junction.
Not sure where to go. Somedays its hard to function.
I throw my time away on short fixes
No long term saving. I just pretend I need saving.
Wasting money on nights I cant remember
Its been 8 months since I seen sober.
Maybe its a flaw in my thinking.
I fight to get drunk and throwing time away for play
Not realizing I an wasting everything I could have been saving.