I tried to cut myself. I didnt suceed.
The knifes too dull. so blood didnt spill.
I am drunk as fuck. who gives a fuck.
dying is humourus and a release.
I laughed as the knife tickled my skin
where do I begin.
fuck this shit. I had enough.
I am going nowhere.
I drink too much.
I have no job. I am in debt.
addicted to drugs. My own father said I am pretty much already dead.
all alone. I only got my blood to spend.
so I sharpen my tools.
I laugh as my blood pools.
On the ground. so profound.
see me here eyes open sleeping sound.
Its a game. no one will survive.
its life you act like we all get out alive.
I killed a fifth. too myself.
Now I want to play a game.
its called fucking kill myself.
I wont feel no pain. alcahol. and heroin in my veins.
I am insane.
so karma just come reap your reward.
take your benifits from my bones.
as I lay in this pool all alone.