Heart Flashbacks.

Ive done every drug
but nothing compares to you.
I never been so full of life before.
Its tedious at best I know.
If I could write something to make you stay
I would of written anything.
Now I leave it up to fate and I pray
To any god. I seen your eyes clear as day.
I seen your insides and everything you had to say
you are beautiful. why cant I just call you and say where do I begin?
But its the end. I stumbled and I fumbled and I fell to the ground.
You slipped through my fingers and I cant forgive my hands.
I mean we moved to fast. I acted on impulse.
I was blinded by beauty. hurting by hormones.
You were amazing everything about you.
I couldn't help making a move on you.

I knew you had boyfriend.
It drove me crazy. If i wanted to find a 1 night stand I would of had some already.
Its wasn't my intentions It was driving me crazy. I needed you then and right there you had me.
Now you are gone and there isnt even a maybe, I cant undo whats done
its far to late to say I am sorry for acting out of feeling.
my head was not clear It was defnitly cloudy
thunder shot through the time you kissed me.
I found bliss the moment it hit me.
it was a second to long. but forever to short
depending who's side you were looking on.
I tried to understand what I was after.
I wish I could go back but I know the same thing would happen.

I know you think of me. You don't have to ask what happened.
I fallen in love with a girl who was taken.
don't blame yourself I made it complicated.
I was sedated by your eyes and all of who you are.
I swear I am sorry for everything.
I dream you will comeback sometime.
I put it in the hands of whatever may be mine.
Its crazy and confusing. I know its not working.
But there is history that is jepordizing all that you know
and all that you think you are.
two years is a long time. I know it seems far.
But I see your not happy. I know your being quite
you feel like hurt him. But you got to be honest.
Not for anyone but for yourself.
quit lying to you and putting you on the shelf.

If there's anything I could say to undo what we done.
it would be your boyfriend is controlling and its what led to you cheating.
I am sorry it was me tho. I fought and I lost you.
I played with fire It was what I desired.
I made it harder on you.
its not what I meant to do.
I just wanted to protect you from everything that might potentially harm you.
but in the end I guess I really cant say any of this to you.
you blocked my number.deleted all evidence. no more contacts
as if I don't exist. But I know I am often thought about.
and you never even told me you do.

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