Everything happens for a reason I hope.
I lost my ability to transport myself or call anyone
My anger destroyed it. I ruined it out of anguish at how things have been going
I set myself back further than what I was knowing,
It sucks. Life sucks knowing I am fighting without a reason.
No much bad luck so little reward. I hate it. its a problem I cant afford.
I feel like giving in. just going to bed and refusing to wake.
I already lost enough. Now I just keep losing more.
I am a terrible person I guess and I dont deserve anything more
than having an relentless living filled with constant crisis and misfortune.
overwhelmed under appreciated. I am sick of fighting
I feel as If I want to drown or just set my body on fire.
For I feel myself burning from this consuming anger I am drenched it.
I am irritated and frustrated. a few weeks ago I was infatuated.
Now I cant see myself even sleeping soundly.
Its a terrible day in a terrible life.
I am not to fond of the ways things have been going,
I want this to end and just be content with easiness and low stress
those days will never come. For I am way to complex
to never not wake up alone.