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I tend to express my emotions a bit too much.
Its all I know because I left everything that doesn't have feeling in the dust.
I a attached to the spiritual side of things. They show through me. I have apparitions inside me.
specters of visionaries and love addicts addicted to bad habits. I am unwritten proverbs
Heart songs and conscious lullabies. I over analyze the silence.
Because I tend to forever to plunger deep into my own thoughts.
I crave people and affectionate touch. And fear abandonment and flying.
Take me for me or leave me be. I tried to change many times over.
wore shoes of life that tended to be not comfortably fitted at all.
Its time to stay to my roots if my words push people away.
Then they were never right to stay. I am infinite with my word play.
Let me write off my love notes and stay home for today.
I have much to grasp on many topics.
Before I go out looking for new logic.
Its all about the timing and placement,
Its a rhythmic beat that requires no words to repeat

Yet I am so much more than this. Yet I rarely find anything that give me bliss.
Its just same old grind until I like something I find only to watch it sail away.
forever or whatever Nothing is ever hear to stay to comfort me in these long nights.
Come tomorrow I will still feel this way. The sunshine will dry most of the tears away.
My own head to comfort my body is all I have until someday.
whenever it comes. But it will probably be thrown away.
Just like yesterday. when You left and I was in a wake of waiting for tomorrow
call me out for who I am. You feel connected yet run away.

I am the only thing I know that will be here to stay.
well because of the misfortunes I wont find a way.
for all these troubled waters back in.
It crushed my bones to find that I am just so simple to be let go.
well where does all the wasted time go? well its used up and forgot to let go.
follow me to my memories when I found friends on the bathroom floor.
a high speed plunge into comatose.
Its abandonment just as soon as the heart stops.
The mind leaves the body and travels to places unknown by everybody.
see the light feel the light. Its the warmth of a past somebody.

I guess I am afraid everything that leaves will end up being the warmth in the light
past last night with a phone call in the night. Went to voicemail
so I never got to talk them out of their selfish endeavors.
So I flight to my phone when I here it ring. Its post traumatic caring
as I believe I will have a close life that needs sparing on the other line
swearing and tearing their flesh with sharp nails and blades
telling me I am the angel of compassion
well I found out the hard way you cant protect everyone.
So I try to protect people close when I can.
well when you run away. I can save the day.
and It creates abandonment issues that will forever be here to stay.
So you left that tomorrow with today.
Because the fear in me cuts so deep.
I cant have you call me and say you are not okay.
I wont allow you running from tomorrow By ending Today.