We are animals
Trying to remove our instincts
Afraid to be inferior.
Battling to be superior.
Love is never reasonable
A one night rush
Chasing a moment
We lust more than trust
A simple synopsis
A theory to a philosophical fuck.
We expose ourselves in hopes
For a few moments
to feel beautiful again.
So we let anyone in.
Doesn't matter, Face or place.
Just as long as we get that taste.
We become displaced
Lost in our minds
Searching the world for a better fuck
Baring scares and bad luck.
We are only intuitive
When chasing our desires.
Setting fires. Burning bridges.
Just to lay on our backs.
Exposing our bodies
In hopes to find healing.
Filling a hole that can't be filled.
Just continuous digging.
Never rethinking.
Searching for someone
Who is ever inviting.
Skin crawling
Asphyxiating
Body conversations
To drown out the pain
In our eyes and hearts.
Only to plague our minds
With false starts.
A pretense filled with cocktails
Mixed drinks and regretable decisons
The epilogue is long nights
Lost in thought
Trying to decide what goes inside us.
Eating away our morals
Cigerettes burn
Trying to keep that moment.
Time moves on.
So we keep coming.
Until we are exhasted
and emotionally spent.
Dick bent. Filled with resent.
Pretending we enjoyed this.
So we pretend to enjoy each other
Until another round of a late night fix
Kiss kiss
As in that moment we think
There is no love like this.
Another knotch in our belt
Until we draw the next line.
With another dime.
Lights off.
Staggering breath.
Clenching teeth.
Synchronicity between the sheets.
Swept under the rug.
If love is a drug.
It's kill or be killed.
Visceral and vindictive
Devouring hearts.
Stabbing at the insides.
Mangling your morals.
underneath your flesh
Is stone and ice.
Carved with a dual blade.
Damaged goods.
Is what a one night love has made
As we slowly start to fade