The Silent Killer

I know what's it like to be afraid of your own mind.

The thoughts won't subside

You’re afraid the thoughts will consume you.

The medication stops working, you don’t know how much longer til the inevitable.

You visit each member of your family, one by one professing your undying love

Hoping they’ll understand when everything’s said and done.

Days of solitude turn into nights which turn into weeks-to months.

You take one last look at your life and then….

The darkness wins, there's a reason why they call it the silent killer.


muneer's picture

a good sad one

just wait for the morning light

and it will heal

all the sadness

that you feel

allets's picture

To Die Silently

 

To write it down dispells the quiet. Don't Cry, Scream, the poet said once. It doesn't change outcomes, but it feels good! I empathize - my family is cancer biased genetically. Your poem tells me what may come next. Thank you for sharing - Lady A -