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Tears I Will Not Cry
Cutting herself again and again
Each time going deeper and understanding less
All she knows is the pain drowns her sorrows
Takes her mind away for a little while
Losing a mother when needed most
The pain that she went through as a child
And now living with a father she swears doesnt really love her
So she cuts herself and yells back
As her way of recognition
All she wants is to be loved
To know he cares
For her mother to come back
Instead of suffering so
For a long time they were together after her mother died
But now he has a girlfriend and she thinks he doesnt care
To her the world is falling in around
And nobody cares because everything is going against
So all that can be done is fight to the end
Prove she cannot be defeated
Maybe if her mother hadnt left things wouldn't be this way
Things would be better and nothing wrong
I will not cry tears for her as she goes deeper
Not heeding to my asking her not to
Promising me she wont, yet does
Supposedly there's nothing left to go on for
The boyfriend isnt more important
The best friend, the future
Being out of the house in a few years
All she wants is recognition
Someone to hold her as she fights the world
Screams out against everything going against her
Someone to hold her as she cries fro all the wrongs that have been done
Innocence stolen at such an early age by one whom she thought she could trust
Yet found she couldnt
Maybe this night wont be the last
With such youth wasted
And now we wonder what this world is coming to
With a veil over our eyes so we cant see whats worth living for
No motive to go on
But every motive to end it
