have you ever counted the seconds
that you couldnt get someone out of your head?
or run until you couldnt think of anything of all?
have you ever said your names together over and over
thinking it might make it happen?
Have you ever wasted a year of your life
hoping he'll love you half as much
even an eighth as much as you love him?
No matter how loud I scream
No matter how I distract myself
all I see is your face
smiling that smug smile
that smile that says
Im the most adorable guy
but you'll never get me
to feel the same way about you
Im the sweetest guy
but Ive broken your heart
over and over again.
And No matter what I do
no matter what I say
its not getting better
Im still loving you everyday.
he doesnt even know
just how much I care
just how much Ive loved him
all the pain I could've spared.