I'm so emotional
can someone please tell me
why I always come back to this?
this crying mess of thinking I get it
but truthfully, noone understands your bullshit
I'm trying so hard to be mad at you
It isn't working
I'm trying so hard to believe I'm moving on
Nothing is happening
I'd like to say I'm done trying
but I love you
and I hate it
how can I move on
when everyday I see everything I love about you
and just ignore the things I hate
I just miss you so much
thats all, at any rate.