I want to be honest with you,
with myself, with everyone.
I want to show who I am,
and not hide from anyone
anymore
I want to tell you how I feel,
what I think, what I know.
I to somehow seem real,
but in reality im shallow,
all the time
everything seems to be about me
what .I. want how .I. feel
quit doing the hard work for me,
I need to grow , I need to deal,
with myself
I cant tell you what I'm thinmking,
why my heart is beating so fast.
I pretend that its helping
pretend I'm myself, at last
its all a lie
everything,
everyone,
me.
a painful lie.