as i try to run from my own mind
i realize its no longer pain i feel,
but rather its loving thoughts of him i find
is it lust though? is it real?
what i feel is what i feel
i dont even care to classify my heart
ive thought this over again and again.
no one can pick my thoughts apart.
dont overanalyze the reasons why i laugh
the reasons why i cry
all i want is to be with you
cuz when im with you i can fly
for that brief moment when i feel care free,
and feel my cares come undone,
i realize that no longer,
from my mind, do i have to run.