broken promises and tears
each lie is a sedation
a numbing to all of my fears
getting away with it gives me a sensation
I'm finally in control
no one can hurt me here
because everything is left undiscovered
satisfaction in being so near,
to being found out but you're left to wonder
whats real, whats fake
do I even know?
I've told so many lies
I begin to feel so low
iIm so scared of getting hurt
I can't let my own heart show.