Walking way from truth and honesty,
into a world of fame and dreams.
I can no longer stay in my boring life
I need an audience, thats how it seems.
Im the queen of pretending that Im okay,
of pretending I know what I want.
Putting up walls so no one can see,
so no one will know
lying is my specialty
Its become a way of liking myself
Im interesting thats all that matters
right?
I try hard to pretend I dont care what others think,
I pretend I can swim,
and i start to sink
The waves of lies pull me under
my own pain brings me down
some one rescue me!
im being sucked underground!
Im stuck under my own issues
until I meet them face to face,
and stop pretending.