As I sit and stare out into the world,
I can't help but notice the grey clouds
Hanging above, it feels as if they are here
because of me
Emotion swelling up inside
I need to hold it back for I am a man,
As my mind wonders to a place
I know I'd find you, I feel something warm
Roll down my cheek, I can't bring myself
To look cause I fear I know what is
As I stare I notice rain drops falling,
As if I'm connected to mother nature
And she can feel my pain,
How hard I've tried to hide this from her view,
But all I know is this is because of you
I wipe my wet cheeks
Maybe I can hide this all
Even though it's been a week now
Already im drifting again to a place
Where you still remain my heart fills
With laughter a warm feeling I must
Admit
I stare out into the world again,
I see what seems to be
Rays of light peeking, through
The sadness that still remains
How is it, that she knows
What I'm feeling
Can she see you in the deepest
Part of my heart
The part that has cemented you
There, for a lifetime still to come
It feels like she's telling me
It's you, the one I need to wait for
It's nature's way of telling me its you
Somber poem but
Somber poem but marvellously written and expressed. The reader is realy drawn into your memories of a relationship. Lovely!
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