shall I die again

 

 


            dying desires imitating flames

 in  a cold  sighing decree from long ago

 

    ebbing embers glow to ashes,

yet ever so slow  

 

here with mirages from the merciless

that stagger me so

 

since you chose to lay me low,

now I am  far below 

 

your dubious hands,

choke my words in this compliant game

 

quickly grasping my throat, 

never lost in their claim 

 

your warped words

would douse any of the lingering sparks

 

as I sat and cried

at all of your flagrant and sweeping remarks 

 

fold me in half rip me down

until you stole my writing instrument

 

false kisses from soft lips

never missed the mark of your true intent 

 

I kneel watching as my white shadow quivers 

as if our little rapture shriveled into shivers 

 

you may have it as you please 

you shall pierce as you tease 

 

the slaughtering from your probing eyes 

desperate are my weary replies’

  

my naked heart is vertical from above

it barely hovers 

you sent me deep in secret places,

my restless lover, 

 

my exhausted role hides behind the barest cover 

forever was too late while the future never recovers 

 

in this torment of love where sheer aloneness replaces 

now, the hollow in my soul descends into darker spaces 

 

there you will find me with my madness 

in the dominions of lonely abandonment and sadness 

 

this wounded heart has withered my eloquence 

you have buried my love with all its remnants 

 

when you see that my skies are falling through 

are you pleased with all that was ravaged by you? 

 

slowly, passing into the mournful abyss where I start to sink  

unable to appease


but, until then  

take a measure of your pleasure, and do as you please, 

as I lay after exhuming, and  I ask you,

shall I die again?

 

  

Author's Notes/Comments: 

worked for hours on this dribble, whew, what a waste of good poetry space

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That moment when you realize

That moment when you realize another has managed to capture the storm that a weary soul has felt and you instantly feel as connection between the words you so love and the reality of your own soul.  You have a skill that so few exhibit so fluently and an ability that tends get lost in translation. It's a pleasure to get lost in and relate to your command of the art. 

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thank you

I am truly moved by your comment and humbly so...

Peace

Dylan


"One of the best results of life, is the torment of love"

Dylan Eliot

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Trees leaves flowers birds do not waste space Dear Mr Dylan

Trees leaves flowers birds do not waste space Dear Mr DylanSmile


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Thank you

Mr. B.

you r a prince amonst men!

Peace

Dylan


"One of the best results of life, is the torment of love"

Dylan Eliot