Dear World,

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LIFE

"Dear you,

Although I am not here today,
don't you start crying on me.
Im probably up above you next to Selena and M.J and my grandparents having tea or something.
I did leave you with out a good bye,
but don't cry I hate when you cry.
Do me a favor and tell everyone that life is just a playground.
That the me you see in that Casket or little jar was just for a temporary use.
I can be the butterfly or that pesky fly now.
So don't you cry.
Look tell you what,
celebrate my little 2 or 3 accomplishments I did,
ask people around you what they liked about me.
Ask them not to wear black,
I don't like seeing people in black.
Tell them to come dress in Purple!
Yes! tell them to come like Barney!
Ok, ok, so maybe not like barney but you get the point.

Look, today I may not be by your side,
I may not be able to hold you anymore
and tell you how stupid you look in that one outfit,
but I can tell you this and promise you that when you need me,
I'll try my best to gather my little wings and fly to you.
I promise you that I will have a Purple and White welcome mat.
Just promise me that you won't cry any longer...
OH! and play happy music!
Play Pitbull!
Play Aventura and Toby Love!
Play all of my favorite songs and keep your spirits up!
Ask people to Donate one dollar to my favorite Charities...
But do play my favorite song
and remind everyone that when I was sad I sang this song in my bubble Head:

"Smile tho' your heart is aching,

Smile even tho' it's breaking,

When there are clouds in the sky

You'll get by,



If you smile

thro' your fear and sorrow,

Smile and maybe tomorrow,

You'll see the sun come shin-ing thro' for you



Light up your face with gladness,

Hide ev-'ry trace of sadness,

Al -'tho a tear may be ever so near,



That's the time,

You must keep on trying,

Smile, what's the use of crying,

You'll find that life is still worth-while,



If you just smile,



Nat King Cole- Chaplin (Smile)



Look YOU!
Don't make me slap you with my wings upside your head!
Just be happy,
I lived life to the fullest everyday,
I fell in love,
I made a difference in some ones life.
I know I wil forever be alive,
so long as you carry a piece of me inside of you.
So long as you donate that one Dollar to those charities..
I just hope and pray you keep your head up.
and remember my favorite poem "The road less Taken by Robert Frost:

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.



But if you really REALLY miss me
(Why would you if I always Punk you around lol)
then remember this and maybe,
just maybe you'd stop leaving me Orchids infront of that plate with my name on it,
cus you know me
"I have miles to go Before I sleep"
and most likely i wont be there,
Ill be around you making sure you enjoy your life the way I did:
To the Fullest.

So go on now,
let me sleep,
let me bring peace to those who need me now,
let me hlep those understand,
just remember me,
and I will live forever in your heart.


Love Always, ME

DarkAngel

Author's Notes/Comments: 

After many, many death in my family where no questions could be answered, I decided to write this.
I figured if something should ever happend to me, my family will know I love them. =)
I love life, and everything in it. it has not been easy, it has not been the best, but life is precious to me.

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