nothing major really....
its one of those nights where my body is tired but i am afraid of closing my eyes...
one of those nights where i want to leave my room because the memories here overwhelm me..
not that they are bad ones its just...
well unbareable to accept the truth..
the truth that i never had the chance to hear "i love you" from your lips,
the truth that it all changed and answers are no where to be found,
the truth that only one person in the world knows what i need and is not willing to provide..
instead that person prefers to let me drown...
drown nowing i can not swim...
its just one of those nights....
one of those crapy nights!
maybe if that one persons reads this they will
say " ill be yours forever, i'll be here forever, and I'll love you forever
and maybe they will say "... your friendship i can not lose, your loveI can not push it away, let me step up and talk, lets just get this shit done and over with.."
but its one of those nights where i am here on myspace expecting that one email,
expecting that one friend request....
that one simple phone call they would surprise me with.....
yup its just one of those nights where im in love with destiny!