There you are...
An older you.
Your walking through the hall
I spot you...
Just for a moment and then your gone
Oh, how wonderful it is - just to admire you from afar!
There you are...
Just a year ago
The summer heat takes its toll
Sweat and tears and blood
Yes, even blood pools
Pools together a lake of pain
My stomach
My lungs
My throat
My eyes...
Drown in this terrible concoction
My soul submerged in sorrow
There you are...
Just a shadow.
Your eyes...
Your lips...
Your hair...
They are fake.
Like some monster made a costume
Like some creature squeezed into your skin
You must be an illusion
There you are...
Just a memory
I remember that crying girl.
You talk to me in letters now...
They are my only light in a world of dark
They ease my sore and aching mind and body
The letters that drive me onward
The letters that are you now
There you are...
A nervous friend
I anticipate the sight of you
But I am so afraid!
I cannot give you anything more.
Nothing more than friendship
Please do not ask
Please do not put me through this again!
What could you possibly expect from me?
I love you too much for this.
Please understand.
There We are...
Talking and joking and laughing again
Screaming and crying and ripping again.
Yes... now I understand.
At least - I think I do...
But I sense a great deal of bending
I feel I'm looking through a filter...
A lense.
I can hear the warping of light in your eyes
I can taste the dusty coating of doubt in your voice
Would you sacrifice truth for love?!
Perhaps - that is what I need.
Here We are...
So very much in love
Learning, and sharing, and trusting.
Longing...
Hoping...
Praying...
Lusting...
You inspire my mind and heart
You are my muse
My theme in art!
You are the song stuck in my head
The girl I think about in bed.
I realize how far we've come
How long it's been
And I admit that I was wrong.
For I remember saying it couldn't be done!
But
Under our strong foundation...
Lays a sea of darkness.
Will be...
What is to become of what We are?
What we do?
Doing all the things that we've imagined together?
That we've dreamed through chatter.
The hopefull imaginations of two children...
The children of our own.
So beautiful...
Our conjoined mindscapes.
Till Death do us part...
The many Deaths found in life.
Beckoned forth by Time and Distance.
Till Destiny is left standing
Nice!
Nice!
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Thanks so much! It's a lot
Thanks so much! It's a lot longer than my typical piece... which is regretable but it means so much to me on a personal level. Sorry if you found it a bit drawn out! :P thanks for all the support you've given me
Did I say you drew it out?
Did I say you drew it out? I'm pretty sure I just said "Nice!". And you are welcome. :) You have been an inspiration to me on a number of occassions. I appreciate your works Daniel! Keep writing.
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