A mind of mist and shadow
A soul of empty shame
A heart as dark as the oceans deep
Will I ever be the same?
The end has been approaching
I saw it from afar
Its presence now so imminent
My heart left full of scars
I often ponder on the past
So sure I was of you
Practically perfect in every way
If only then I knew
Your smile brought me great happiness
Your eyes brought inspiration
Your lack of words have haunted me
Your ignorance spawned frustration
I used to boast an accomplished man
I used to have great pride
You crushed me and you beat me down
I have nothing left inside
Nothing left but a patchwork quilt
Made from sadness and pain
Stitched together with confusion
I’ve accepted all the blame
What now am I supposed to do?
How am I supposed to think?
You are not the same sweet girl I knew
My hearts been pushed to the brink
I tell you we are only friends
It pains me so to say
As long as the means justify the ends-
Long as you’re happier this way
My will is weak
My heart is broken
Sometimes I treat you wrong
But this is only channeled passion
I am not that strong
For I am no longer allowed to love you
Another beauty.
Another beauty.
All my feels, all of them,
All my feels, all of them, connect to this so well it hurts.
I know only too well.
Love,
LovingLovelace
If your mirror doesn't find you one of the most beautiful people it has ever seen, punch it and find a better mirror.