A radiant light separates us
I'm dying to cross it
To hold you
Finally able to scream
How life wasn't the same without you
No cure for this agony
Thousands of numbness
were not able to shut you out
Desperate not to grieve for you
I want to lay down with you
to look above to the earth
Saying goodbye to all my wrong
This way I don't need to remember you
Part of my heart wishes I never knew you
So it wouldn't break so much for your memory
Your disease spread throughout my comfort
It is not called home anymore
All these cancered memories
I want them to go away
Take them away
Give them your illness
Let them all turn gray
Just as you did
Bury them
Bury it with all the soil I can find
Until then, this light may blind me forever
Forever I'll wait to cross this bright light
Across from you