What my heart feels,
my mind cannot ignore
Slowly tearing away
Bits and pieces
Wish one memory of you
could drown in its own misery
Something inside me walked away
from the day my beauty sprung out
Moonlight couldn't lie that night
Realizing then would you had to deny
Looking towards nothing
I knew my heart could never be ready
Gossips may float
I am not one of them
My mouth did not know no sound
When the quiet night stood still
The light in me begged me
My body couldn't deny
It was done
What you did to me
Hating myself
I cried my wrongs many nights
Why cannot I forget?
Promising one day will come
Where my mouth will finally make noise
To cry out all I lost
And then your heart will tear away
For the impact of my pain
You will feel always
and your mind in bits and pieces