Nothing has changed
There is still no cure to fix me
Your spirit still floats among the living
I feel you in my hidden despair
Trying not to grieve for you
is like trying to suffocate myself
These cancerous emotions
don't seem to disappear
Years may have gone
I still believe the maybe's and
what if's should exist
Nothing compares to the void
you left behind
I've wished you could hear my I'm sorry
How time worked against us
Moments that should have been paused forever
Your son, no cancer can destroy
But I still can't let go
I will keep dreaming of the should have been's
Before my life comes closer to your side
Away I go
Back to the life you are no longer living