I used to bury my tears in my hands,
felt so unloved, so ashamed.
Feeling the imitation of love with just one fix.
It's been so long since I turned away from You,
but it doesn't matter now.
What matters is how much good I can do
to make up that time lost for me and You.
It could be a million years to make up,
but I know You'll be with me through every step.
I had no reason and had nowhere to go,
and I'm so ashamed.
I used to pretend to not know You,
I pretended to cringe when someone said Your name.
While all that time, I was pleading inside
for Your embrace.
You're all I need to breathe and
You're my one true thing.
I'd run so many miles to get back to You again.
Back then, I didn't belong where You were and
I wasn't well, but now I'm so happy to be home