I'm alone
Searching for my friends
My body's rocking back and forth
Like a lonely boat in the sea
I actually told a friend
what I really felt
and he sighed,
threw it back at me,
did not say a word.
I wanted to scream,
I still want to cry
My brain's about to explode!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The silence spears
into what's left of my heart
Taking for granted
robbing pieces of me
and throwing them back
when they're not needed
I disappear when all is well
Nothing's well with me
but they do not bother
Wishing a cold hotel room
Drowning my mobile
speaking of my sorrows
to bedsheets
Let this be forever
teaching them a lesson
that I'm not going to
be around for long