There's an early moon
in such a beautiful night
In a peculiar wonder
Don't know what's coming over me
Can't relate nor hesitate
Breaks my heart to see you go
not knowing if that's your last walk
Feeling stranded in this whole world
Not knowing what I want
nor what's good for me
in a wild limbo
Wishing that life wouldn't be so good
for me to love so much
Nerves going out of control
like wall-breaking tidal waves
taking me out to sea
drowning...
Drinking off sweet powerful wine
wishing I hadn't of quit the cancer sticks
hoping for one moment
that sobriety would just come naturally
Remembering how changes have changed
Old friends, new friends
Forgotten enemies, cold enemies
Pure as gold... family.
Sometimes we're blue, not feeling as new anymore
Some things never do change really...
Sometimes the change happens in you
antics we can later laugh about
Old memories fill my heart
sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh
no matter what I do
So many different emotions
for such a short time that we're here
but no matter what
look at me
and know
I love you
Thick... thin
Forever and always
I know you don't know what I'm saying now...
maybe you do...
but in the end..
you'll know what I mean..
EXACTLY
;-d
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"You think Einstein walked around thinking everyone was a bunch of dumb-shits?"