My world is too quiet now
I can quietly hear my
the burning of my
cigarette sizzle.
I miss those days
when I was me.
When I actually
believed my
dreams what come true.
Now I don't believe in them,
nor me recalling them.
Can't remember when was
the last time I smiled at
a stranger.
There's more fucking with strangers now
than you just sharing that.. look.
Yeah.. you know which one.
That look that travels deep in
your soul.
I constantly listen to the
clanking of my heels,
we are slaves to the world.
Little margaritas that made
you quiver.
Did I ever quiver that way
with my high school crush?
Income taxes, college, the guy..
how awful now.
Now kicking myself in the ass
saying, "I'll never wish to
be a grownup again"
Do you sleep with him
or just have him finger you?
The questions we ask and
laugh about it with
best girlfriends.
Yeah, I'd fuck him.
On your period?
Don't worry..
you're not alone.
I raise this shot glass
to an occasion.
"To being women!"
No New Year's Day needed.
This shot wasn't a
resolution.
Guess it's not so bad.