My grasp for joy,
gently slipping away.
Then I got shot down.
The ground, again.
Baby, my lips feel dirt
instead of your taste.
You used to say,
remember those days...
Music played,
to me all was mute.
No more birth marks.
Purple is not the color.
Through a spy glass,
I see through the lies.
Laughs don't sound that way.
Couldn't count the
pints by blood count.
Washed away with
no goodbye.
Strength born human
has rotted.
This love,
work and no play.
Hit me that I'm clever.
Laugh that I beg.
Can't function this heart.
Not even breathe.
Was I not your satisfaction?
Oh.
One last ride.
I eye at the shimmering.
Kiss whatever's left
of the monster that beheaded
the innocent me.
Heh.
Rock and roll sex you call it?
I squeeze the oozing.
You plead at me.
Hmm.
Plead?
Pray?
How about scream.
What a role I've played.
To breed the fool
that you never knew
existed in you.
I thought you the devil.
It seems though
he had a bitch all along.
What the hell Malissaaaa?!??!?!? Its cool!