I wanted to believe
that recovery was real
That it was possible to awake
from this broken heart
People promised me
a light at the end of the tunnel
A grasp of it.. slipping away from
my fingertips
It's the way the pain wounded me so...
They used to say don't cry...
it's all I could do
I'm sorry you died
A greater power took you away
To make all things right
somewhere else
Look in my eyes
See me as a prisoner inside
I looked in the mirror
Became a vampire overnight
So scared to be sober,
even more when all control is lost
Reality hit
Took all the air out of me
Struggling to get back
what I threw away
If there is such a thing
when a heart shatters so swiftly...
could the pieces slowly come together
to make it whole again? ...
If so,
I'd wait for time slowly to go by...
for me to be normal again.
Damn Melissa. I felt this pain! You captured your hurt and emotions deeply. How have you been girl?!